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spritechanI feel much better today. I heart antibiotics.
I had a fun training today. I went up to a coworker during a break and made sure she wasn't the Melissa whose clients I was working with this weekend. She said no, and then out of the blue said, "I just wanted to let you know that the way you talk about clients and the language you use is really inspiring. I find the things you say in Team [meetings] to be very helpful and really speaks to the work that you do." I about died. It was wonderful, and very surprising.
Tomorrow I'm going to have an awesome lunch with my coworker Priya at this Indian place.
I have my weigh-in this week and of course it's not lookin' good because I had a shitastic weekend. Yay.
Also, I have a distinct disconnect between my thoughts. I see pictures of skinny girls? I vow to not eat too much. I see delicious food? I nom on it. I am definitely not on a diet and am being a huge baby about it. I can even be thinking about consuming less calories (as I said, I really don't overconsume calories, generally speaking) and be putting food or drink in my mouth at the exact same time. Ugh.
P.S. when I was at the doctor (albeit in my sweats) I weighed 138 according to their scale. hatemylife
I had a fun training today. I went up to a coworker during a break and made sure she wasn't the Melissa whose clients I was working with this weekend. She said no, and then out of the blue said, "I just wanted to let you know that the way you talk about clients and the language you use is really inspiring. I find the things you say in Team [meetings] to be very helpful and really speaks to the work that you do." I about died. It was wonderful, and very surprising.
Tomorrow I'm going to have an awesome lunch with my coworker Priya at this Indian place.
I have my weigh-in this week and of course it's not lookin' good because I had a shitastic weekend. Yay.
Also, I have a distinct disconnect between my thoughts. I see pictures of skinny girls? I vow to not eat too much. I see delicious food? I nom on it. I am definitely not on a diet and am being a huge baby about it. I can even be thinking about consuming less calories (as I said, I really don't overconsume calories, generally speaking) and be putting food or drink in my mouth at the exact same time. Ugh.
P.S. when I was at the doctor (albeit in my sweats) I weighed 138 according to their scale. hatemylife
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Date: 2011-12-21 12:59 am (UTC)I also have that terrible feeling of not people able to do with my body as a feel like! D= I can't just go, well, I'd like to slim down more in the next month to avoid comments by my mom (which, if you think will be alleviated by pregnancy, you are unfortunately overly optimistic like Brian--my mom will be even more critical of "unnecessary" weight gain, since healthy babies are born to more women who begin pregnancies closer to the thinner side of their ideal body weight range)...but I can't just cut calories, or I risk hurting the baby's chances to get all the nutrients it needs. T.T Guess I'll have to do that exercising thing...too bad it'll first mean battling extreme fatigue and nauesa. T.T
Sorry for the rant in a comment...haha! It was meant more as a I Understand Your Pain, Women's Lives With Bodies That Will Not Obey Our Wishes SUCK comment and less of a pregnancy bitchin'.