So. So much TMI you might explode.
Jun. 8th, 2009 06:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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I feel like I should update... or, more aptly, brag my face off.
Steve is EASILY the best sex I have ever ever had.
Okay, so backing up. Bryce was probably average. But he was a softie, you know? So I didn't get the full experience, and he was about a 5 minute man. And with Dan, he was average and was always more like a rock, but sex with him was always boring for some reason. That first year Dan and I were together, we literally had sex almost every single day. And it was still just... whatever. Like if Dan every took more than 10 minutes, I was bored and sore and tired. And with no one have I been really vocal. I was with Zach I guess, but that was more dirty talk and it still was just sex. With Steve I'm incredibly vocal and nothing is false. So gooood.
He's a self-proclaimed "hard sell," which I immediately took upon myself to show him I can make him come every time, if we want it. And so far I'm 100% on.
The first night after watching a movie and talking, we started kissing. I'm incrediby nervous about kissing because I never know how good I am (Steve later told me he thinks I'm an amazing kisser. I told him I simply follow the lead of my partner), and my mind will ALWAYS at some point marvel at what a weird custom french kissing/making out is. We made out in this awkward position for awhile before I took it upon myself to climb on his lap. Making out turns into grinding and about an hour later he flips me on my back. Clothes come off, making out continues. I can feel what I only assume is a giant penis stabbing into my leg. I venture to figure out the situation as Steve goes to see my own situation. I am not even remotely disappointed, either with his finger/mouth skills, or his size. Holy crap. I literally was worried about that beast getting inside of me. I didn't think anything was going to happen, honestly. He seemed so shy and wanting to take things slow. But suddenly he's pushing his monster dick inside of me. Oh my goddddd. Fucking amazing. We have great rhythm together. He's on top for a long, long time. I didn't get bored at all. When he finally tired himself out, I got on top to work my magic. Also great. I don't get my own pleasure out of being on top, but I like the idea of being in control and it provides a great view, so I'm cool with it. After all was said and done, I would say we had sex for a good two hours.
After, while cuddled up together on the couch, he apologized profusely for losing control. He spent a great deal of time assuring me that we didn't have to have sex for awhile and how shitty he felt because he was worried I was going to think sex was all he was after. I reminded him that I was there, too. Not only does it take two to tango, I knew it was more than just sex. I have a lot of experience in telling the difference between going through the motions and true passion. He was still adamant that we should hold off sex for awhile.
2 days later, he failed at control again. I pushed him though. Every time I've pushed him. I know that he thinks I'm too good for him, and that he's incredibly attracted to me. Which I take full advantage of - the fact that I turn him on so. It's so easy, and so fun. And, if it's even possible, the sex has gotten better each time. And each time I am ravaged. This last weekend we spent a loooooong time fucking and fucking around. Just being completely lost in each other. When he was finally finished and we were just laying there, panting and tangled, he said, "That was seriously the best fucking sex of my life." I told him ditto, that he had no idea.
And last night he was supposed to be doing homework and I was trying hard to prove that I can be a non-distraction. I sat next to him reading my Arthas book while he modeled. But he kept stealing glances at me and I could tell I was still distracting him by existing. He loves my eyes and says so all the time. He said basically every time I stare into his eyes it's foreplay because my eyes are so great in his opinion. So he says it's time for a break. We make out for a few minutes and I tell him that he needs to set a time to go back to work, because he knows where kissing leads. He was like "Not every time!..." and I was like, "No, but kissing leads to more kissing... you know." Because we could probably make out forever. So he said in 15 minutes he had to get back to work. 8 minutes later he tried to challenge me to get him to come by the time his break was up. I told him he KNEW that was impossible and he would not be able to stop after 7 minutes. He kept teasing me about it so I made his life hell with teasing of my own, and when the clock struck the hour, I went back to reading my book and pretending I was unfazed. He told me I was incredibly mean and picked up his computer, played with it for about 2 minutes, and then shoved it on the floor and shoved me down. And we had another amazing fucking time (no pun intended).
When I was sort of dating Bryce, there was a time when a bunch of us were at Chile's and Bryce asked randomly, "Have you guys ever had a girl who was good at reverse cowgirl?" and all 4 guys there agreed that they didn't know any. Being the only girl, and seeing Bryce at the time, I wasn't ALLOWED to pipe up and say that I CAN. So a few days ago I informed Steve that it had been incredibly hard for me not to try to defend women, or at least myself. Because for all those guys knew, Bryce and I had tried it and I failed. That was insulting! Anyway, of course Steve remembered that and asked me to prove it to him last night. I got very nervous about it. It was quite funny. But it went just fine and he congratulated me on my mad skillz. But again, I swear the sex is so good because of how we feel about each other. There's so much feeling behind it all.
I can't tell you how many times he's told me he has a mad schoolboy crush on me. And he just texted me lyrics from that Relient K song I just posted in my regular journal. "A lot of them will make me think of you too =) 'we should get jerseys, cause we make a great team! But yours would look better than mine, cause youre outta my league' <3"
He's just a great guy. I'm so glad I met him.
Steve is EASILY the best sex I have ever ever had.
Okay, so backing up. Bryce was probably average. But he was a softie, you know? So I didn't get the full experience, and he was about a 5 minute man. And with Dan, he was average and was always more like a rock, but sex with him was always boring for some reason. That first year Dan and I were together, we literally had sex almost every single day. And it was still just... whatever. Like if Dan every took more than 10 minutes, I was bored and sore and tired. And with no one have I been really vocal. I was with Zach I guess, but that was more dirty talk and it still was just sex. With Steve I'm incredibly vocal and nothing is false. So gooood.
He's a self-proclaimed "hard sell," which I immediately took upon myself to show him I can make him come every time, if we want it. And so far I'm 100% on.
The first night after watching a movie and talking, we started kissing. I'm incrediby nervous about kissing because I never know how good I am (Steve later told me he thinks I'm an amazing kisser. I told him I simply follow the lead of my partner), and my mind will ALWAYS at some point marvel at what a weird custom french kissing/making out is. We made out in this awkward position for awhile before I took it upon myself to climb on his lap. Making out turns into grinding and about an hour later he flips me on my back. Clothes come off, making out continues. I can feel what I only assume is a giant penis stabbing into my leg. I venture to figure out the situation as Steve goes to see my own situation. I am not even remotely disappointed, either with his finger/mouth skills, or his size. Holy crap. I literally was worried about that beast getting inside of me. I didn't think anything was going to happen, honestly. He seemed so shy and wanting to take things slow. But suddenly he's pushing his monster dick inside of me. Oh my goddddd. Fucking amazing. We have great rhythm together. He's on top for a long, long time. I didn't get bored at all. When he finally tired himself out, I got on top to work my magic. Also great. I don't get my own pleasure out of being on top, but I like the idea of being in control and it provides a great view, so I'm cool with it. After all was said and done, I would say we had sex for a good two hours.
After, while cuddled up together on the couch, he apologized profusely for losing control. He spent a great deal of time assuring me that we didn't have to have sex for awhile and how shitty he felt because he was worried I was going to think sex was all he was after. I reminded him that I was there, too. Not only does it take two to tango, I knew it was more than just sex. I have a lot of experience in telling the difference between going through the motions and true passion. He was still adamant that we should hold off sex for awhile.
2 days later, he failed at control again. I pushed him though. Every time I've pushed him. I know that he thinks I'm too good for him, and that he's incredibly attracted to me. Which I take full advantage of - the fact that I turn him on so. It's so easy, and so fun. And, if it's even possible, the sex has gotten better each time. And each time I am ravaged. This last weekend we spent a loooooong time fucking and fucking around. Just being completely lost in each other. When he was finally finished and we were just laying there, panting and tangled, he said, "That was seriously the best fucking sex of my life." I told him ditto, that he had no idea.
And last night he was supposed to be doing homework and I was trying hard to prove that I can be a non-distraction. I sat next to him reading my Arthas book while he modeled. But he kept stealing glances at me and I could tell I was still distracting him by existing. He loves my eyes and says so all the time. He said basically every time I stare into his eyes it's foreplay because my eyes are so great in his opinion. So he says it's time for a break. We make out for a few minutes and I tell him that he needs to set a time to go back to work, because he knows where kissing leads. He was like "Not every time!..." and I was like, "No, but kissing leads to more kissing... you know." Because we could probably make out forever. So he said in 15 minutes he had to get back to work. 8 minutes later he tried to challenge me to get him to come by the time his break was up. I told him he KNEW that was impossible and he would not be able to stop after 7 minutes. He kept teasing me about it so I made his life hell with teasing of my own, and when the clock struck the hour, I went back to reading my book and pretending I was unfazed. He told me I was incredibly mean and picked up his computer, played with it for about 2 minutes, and then shoved it on the floor and shoved me down. And we had another amazing fucking time (no pun intended).
When I was sort of dating Bryce, there was a time when a bunch of us were at Chile's and Bryce asked randomly, "Have you guys ever had a girl who was good at reverse cowgirl?" and all 4 guys there agreed that they didn't know any. Being the only girl, and seeing Bryce at the time, I wasn't ALLOWED to pipe up and say that I CAN. So a few days ago I informed Steve that it had been incredibly hard for me not to try to defend women, or at least myself. Because for all those guys knew, Bryce and I had tried it and I failed. That was insulting! Anyway, of course Steve remembered that and asked me to prove it to him last night. I got very nervous about it. It was quite funny. But it went just fine and he congratulated me on my mad skillz. But again, I swear the sex is so good because of how we feel about each other. There's so much feeling behind it all.
I can't tell you how many times he's told me he has a mad schoolboy crush on me. And he just texted me lyrics from that Relient K song I just posted in my regular journal. "A lot of them will make me think of you too =) 'we should get jerseys, cause we make a great team! But yours would look better than mine, cause youre outta my league' <3"
He's just a great guy. I'm so glad I met him.
