It's heartbreaking because every time I talk to a doctor about him coming home they remind me of the likelihood of reblocking. I believe from the last call it was, "It could be 2, hours, 2 days, 2 weeks, who knows?" As if it's a death sentence :( It's just cruel!
I'll do anything to pay for him. I'll barter, haggle, beg... whatever it takes. If it happens again I know I'll be in tears in front of some doctor. I was already on the verge of a breakdown when they showed me the tentative bill yesterday. I HAVE to fix him. That's just the way it is.
I'm trying to be as hopeful as I can. There has to be a bright spot somewhere. This isn't over, and I refuse to lose! NO!!!
Thanks for your concern :) I'm a little less depressed than last night, but we'll see about tonight. I'm trying to get out of work tonight so I can monitor him (I'm required to use PTO when I take any time off so I wouldn't be losing money), but I have to find someone to cover for me, which sucks. I need to observe him!
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Date: 2011-02-15 09:59 pm (UTC)I'll do anything to pay for him. I'll barter, haggle, beg... whatever it takes. If it happens again I know I'll be in tears in front of some doctor. I was already on the verge of a breakdown when they showed me the tentative bill yesterday. I HAVE to fix him. That's just the way it is.
I'm trying to be as hopeful as I can. There has to be a bright spot somewhere. This isn't over, and I refuse to lose! NO!!!
Thanks for your concern :) I'm a little less depressed than last night, but we'll see about tonight. I'm trying to get out of work tonight so I can monitor him (I'm required to use PTO when I take any time off so I wouldn't be losing money), but I have to find someone to cover for me, which sucks. I need to observe him!