I'm sick today. Or getting sick. I don't know the difference. I rarely ever get "sick." I will maybe have twice a winter where I get the aches and I stay in bed for a day and I'm fine. I'm incredibly susceptible to strep and I've already had mono, but otherwise I'm quite a healthy person.
Consequently when I DO get sick I throw Q's all over the place. I didn't feel like shit until Steve was getting ready for work at 11pm. I started feeling like I was running a fever sometime between 1 and 2am. Though I wasn't; I almost never am. It's like instead of getting hotter, most of my body cools down except for my head and neck, which then in comparison feel really hot. Alas, I'm always a normal temp. My head feels like a balloon. And my ears hurt. and my nose feels like a giant bruise. and my sinuses and teeth and throat hurt too. QQ, QQ.
And unlike most other days, I CAN'T just sleep and let my fast-acting immune system work its magic. I must attend school. Not only does the professor bitch frown upon ANY SORT of absence, be it the whole time or 10 minutes, she expressly states in the syllabus not to miss THIS specific class. Because we have guest speakers. Thank god I can whine to myself while listening to some other person talk besides her.
Which reminds me, I need to quit my crying and do my homework. I don't waaaaannaaaaa! I wanna sit here and stare at my Japanese and sulk. And when I get home I'm probably going to want to crash instead of finishing any homework, so... I better get to it!
Consequently when I DO get sick I throw Q's all over the place. I didn't feel like shit until Steve was getting ready for work at 11pm. I started feeling like I was running a fever sometime between 1 and 2am. Though I wasn't; I almost never am. It's like instead of getting hotter, most of my body cools down except for my head and neck, which then in comparison feel really hot. Alas, I'm always a normal temp. My head feels like a balloon. And my ears hurt. and my nose feels like a giant bruise. and my sinuses and teeth and throat hurt too. QQ, QQ.
And unlike most other days, I CAN'T just sleep and let my fast-acting immune system work its magic. I must attend school. Not only does the professor bitch frown upon ANY SORT of absence, be it the whole time or 10 minutes, she expressly states in the syllabus not to miss THIS specific class. Because we have guest speakers. Thank god I can whine to myself while listening to some other person talk besides her.
Which reminds me, I need to quit my crying and do my homework. I don't waaaaannaaaaa! I wanna sit here and stare at my Japanese and sulk. And when I get home I'm probably going to want to crash instead of finishing any homework, so... I better get to it!